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Thursday, January 28, 2010
Color Quiz...Pretty Accurate for me!
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
How to ask for help?
Never in my life have I ever been good at asking for help. When my parents see me struggle, they've always been there to lend a hand, speak an encouraging word, or just be there. Mom and Dad are gone for a few months, so there really isn't any one else left to see the unspoken need.
How do you open your mouth and speak the words that may have some looking down their noses at you. Is the help really worth the price in the end? I hate feeling indebted to anyone.
I feel like my load is getting heavier...
I feel like just setting it down and walking away....
One is easier to take care of than four...
But this is my life, my responsibilities, and I have to keep on keeping on...
How do you open your mouth and speak the words that may have some looking down their noses at you. Is the help really worth the price in the end? I hate feeling indebted to anyone.
I feel like my load is getting heavier...
I feel like just setting it down and walking away....
One is easier to take care of than four...
But this is my life, my responsibilities, and I have to keep on keeping on...
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Good things on the horizon?
Well, tomorrow I'll hopefully find out if I'll be rejoining the work force. Lord, I hope so because things have been super tough for me. Change is good, but hard as hell to deal with sometimes.
That which doesn't kill us, only makes a stronger....right? That's right, right??
While I wouldn't have chosen this life for me or my girls, we will pull through and learn and grow, and hopefully, when it's all said and done...we'll all be happier people for it!
So, what does my horizon look like?
Right now, it's a little cloudy, with a chance of a thunderstorm popping up here and there...
But I know that the horizon is ever changing as long as you change your view!
That which doesn't kill us, only makes a stronger....right? That's right, right??
While I wouldn't have chosen this life for me or my girls, we will pull through and learn and grow, and hopefully, when it's all said and done...we'll all be happier people for it!
So, what does my horizon look like?
Right now, it's a little cloudy, with a chance of a thunderstorm popping up here and there...
But I know that the horizon is ever changing as long as you change your view!
So, I've decided to redo this blog...
So many things have changed over the past two years, some good some bad, but change it did.
I am blessed with three healthy, and for the most part, happy daughters. Being a single mom is the hardest job I've ever had, yet it is the most rewarding. We are taking it day by day, making our new life together work.
Hannah is 12 going on 30! She is struggling with school right now, but hopefully she is on her way to being back on track. She certainly knows her own mind and who she is...at least for right now...lol. She's into Goth/Emo, and I'm okay with that! While I might get a tad embarrassed by the way she dresses, I know..okay, hope that it is just a phase and will run its course. God knows my ears can barely take that Screamo music...
Ahhh...my Emily...she's 10 and quite the emotional handful! The teen years have come way too early for my liking. She is doing great in school. Straight A's all year long and she's still going strong. The has received every citizenship award this school year. She is student class vice-president and loving every minute. Lord knows she thrives on the attention...maybe a career in politics for her...
Finally there's Rebecca, bringing up the rear in this post, but never in life. Where this child gets her energy, I'd sure like to know! She's doing great in school after a bumpy start with Mrs. Means, yes that is her teachers name! She's like a little sponge, happy to learn anything. Being 6 makes me wonder where my baby has gone. She has grown "UP" so much over the last year. No more baby talk...tho she still says "Panny Cakes"and when she does, my heart melts just a little.
So many things have changed over the past two years, some good some bad, but change it did.
I am blessed with three healthy, and for the most part, happy daughters. Being a single mom is the hardest job I've ever had, yet it is the most rewarding. We are taking it day by day, making our new life together work.
Hannah is 12 going on 30! She is struggling with school right now, but hopefully she is on her way to being back on track. She certainly knows her own mind and who she is...at least for right now...lol. She's into Goth/Emo, and I'm okay with that! While I might get a tad embarrassed by the way she dresses, I know..okay, hope that it is just a phase and will run its course. God knows my ears can barely take that Screamo music...
Ahhh...my Emily...she's 10 and quite the emotional handful! The teen years have come way too early for my liking. She is doing great in school. Straight A's all year long and she's still going strong. The has received every citizenship award this school year. She is student class vice-president and loving every minute. Lord knows she thrives on the attention...maybe a career in politics for her...
Finally there's Rebecca, bringing up the rear in this post, but never in life. Where this child gets her energy, I'd sure like to know! She's doing great in school after a bumpy start with Mrs. Means, yes that is her teachers name! She's like a little sponge, happy to learn anything. Being 6 makes me wonder where my baby has gone. She has grown "UP" so much over the last year. No more baby talk...tho she still says "Panny Cakes"and when she does, my heart melts just a little.
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